Elaborate Construct

This is a very elaborate construct you have placed before us, though I must warn you that I may have pierced the veil. In fact I should have been disturbed to find the absence of heaven and hell, but don't worry I won't tell for these people need this spell. There's also no need for you to come down from your throne to take me from my home, truth be told all I really have is me and my own. But, I must ask, do you think this will last? Given all that's happened in the past. How can you count on the rest to not get vexed and start seeing through to the truth behind the text?

-Shineyjman

Moon Lit Duality

Here in this moon lit alley way I find myself fighting an existential duality that's making clear to me that there's causality for the necessary removal of neutrality within this sociopathic reality to which I begin to represent yet another casualty in a world with no shortage of tragedy and with this I too have become a fallacy.

-Shineyjman

The Angel Song

An angel falls from the hell above
A vicious dichotomy of hatred and love
Nightmare wings with nothing left to sing
How far must I run to not feel the sting
Love for a girl who can't be your world
Just add her to the list of shots your heart took but missed
Emotional cancer hung from the noose of jackal
Love lost on nothing burns even the mantel

My angel wings were cut off by a demon
Watched as they swept up the mess of my freedom
Nothing more than another heathen
Take those dreams and reap them for no reason

This is where I dwell
You don't have to as well
Come let me lead you back out the gate
Living with me is not your fate

Placed here by my own self
This space was meant for no help
But I see them with their hands out
I grasp to place them top shelf

Today I was called the most sensible person Someone knew
What world is it we are in if I am in that view
Crazy like a fire with only the fuel for who
None of another only myself will do


-Shineyjman

Narcissist

Say you love me but then you disappear
Say you can't control the things you do
Shitty justification for the way you move
Say you love me and you'll change the way you steer
But then you drive right off the cliff inside of a year

Narcissist you stand to just persist to feed your ego
Now you stand there watching me go
Frustrated in not being in control


-Shineyjman

Pockets

I just don't know how to deal
All the signs it's just unreal
Walking this path and my companions have fallen back
They took the side paths
Those just circle you back

I know

Illustrious with innovation
Disillusion to the senses
The smell is so effervescent

I smell it too
But dont let it fool you
The house made of gingerbread
It's occupied by the undead
I guess I'll leave you to it then
I walk this dusty road alone

My pockets holding my hands while I strive to be a better human

For this I am not sorry


-Shineyjman

Again?

You're back again in my world
I wish you had just left me as dead
I don't wish to see the destruction you'll leave in my head
Sinister sister of an eastern star
Go find your prince hall they will set the bar
I stand here freely under no compass square or G
Illuminated to another step
Immeasurable by degrees and 3's
Jacked in as bored as THE
Your pillars hold no weight for me
Congratulations on your separation anxiety

Damn I didn't know you could look so ugly
Underneath all that you're wearing is it you
What a travesty in a tapestry covering such a wonderful view
Take it all off to free your soul
Do this soon so you can be beautiful again


-Shineyjman

River

I am a river
Smoothing boulders
Changing landscapes
Flowing seemingly serene
But as it forces everything downstream
Do you want to see what happens when the water falls
Then stick to the shore line
The middle's too deep
The under toe will catch your feet
Rip current through the river
Until you're flung into the freedom you endeavor
Gravity yanks the chain around your ankles
Bringing you to my level
Welcome to the lake
Now you must learn to relate
I'm sorry friend
I had no intentions of dropping you in
I sure hope you can swim


-Shineyjman

John Hughes

Here we go again
John hughes fucked up my reality
Now I'm spacing out in vein
They say it's solidarity
But it's me that sees the stain

Blow the candles
The club awaits
Some kind of wonderful
Home alone again

Rinse and repeat
I've seen this place
All they do is eat
Lizards of disgrace
Rinse and repeat

Blow the candles
The club awaits
Some kind of wonderful
Home alone again

What has this director scene
Scripted into my world
Why are his edits so mean
Left the real in the cold
The adlibbing has become obscene


-Shineyjman